it's school... it's people... it's what hasn't yet occurred. sometimes i wish i could fast-forward 10 years and see what the future holds for me. i want just a glimpse - assurance that things will turn out okay and that i will indeed live happily ever after.
somewhere along the line, i got tired of putting on the fake smile and feigning tolerance for blatant improprieties. i stopped making excuses for people, and became honest with myself. i resent the way i tried to fool myself into believing that a hierarchy doesn't exist, just because i was at the bottom.
it's all okay, though, because i'm resilient. when life throws me lemons, i make lemonade. the important thing is to keep an eye on what matters most to me, divesting those habits and people that bring me down, and fully enveloping myself in worthy pursuits. with those endeavors in mind, nothing else really matters.
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